it came to me to add a phrase to my personal hallelujahs:

...and that is right and perfect and wonderful @ this time.

i'm sure y'all are aware of how bullshit notions of perfection can ruin perfectly good moments/weeks/months/years. hell, bullshit notions of all kinds abound in this society/culture.

to counter that, it's essential to learn to realize when something is deliciously right, right now.

that doesn't mean it'll be good for you next week. or even tomorrow.

but if it's good now, enjoy it. revel in it.

gratitude--even for the little things--multiplies blessings.



i walked in hoping i'd be able to get down some thoughts and feelings, but i can't seem to form the words yet. everything is just too amorphous and full of pure emotion and feeling...

but i am happy
and grateful.

the universe is conspiring to revert me
to my fuller-than-full,
brazen hussy,
pleasure-loving self.

...and i am ecstatic.