although i've come to understand and accept the necessity of going underwater, i am still surprised at just how deep and how far under i'll go, given the time and space.
and i know that, over time, it'll only get deeper.
i try not to think of it as "losing days" or ignoring people...
i think (hope) my friends have come to understand...
sometimes the water grabs me.
and i have to let her have her way.
i'll always come back.