full. overwhelmed. grateful. questioning.
there is, at once, so much joy, grief, tension, cooperation, splintering.
confused wisdom. glimpses of bliss, connection. collective frustration, pain.
i am trying to let it pass over and around rather than through me...keep it just outside my consciousness instead of allowing it to take over completely...
sometimes i forget to shield myself.
sometimes i can't do what "everyone else" does.
i need extra space to breathe and dream in.
sometimes i forget to take it.